foreseer, web-weaver or neither?

many family members, friends and acquaintances have come to know me over time as a woman who has an odd ability to foresee future events playing out in her dreams.  later, in a time unforeseen unfortunately, these events manifest to a very noticeable degree in waking life (reality).

am i a fortune-teller/precog? or am i simply an idea planter who needs merely a fraction of an opening in the minds eye? what do i believe?

i'm never absolutely certain of anything, to tell you the truth. simply put though, i've heard it said (and don't quote me on this): the present dies every moment, becoming the past instantly. future upon future upon future is birthed as this cycle continues infinitely. that makes sense and strikes a chord somewhere with me. so, i'll call it an agreed upon truth . . . for now. . . hey, i'm changeable. so's the universe.

that in mind, i don't believe that i dream definite realities. instead, i think i dream potential realities. furthermore, as the subject of my dreams, one's footsteps in the "now" breathe life into them. they are nothing without the subject's buy-in. the subject has the power ultimately; the power of choice.

step forward with the knowledge of what has been divulged. . . or walk in a new direction to change it. i don't make the choice. i only see some of the options.

the end. <- or is there a such thing?

- kj